yes!its almost over!..except for just one paper left on friday.EST.

Friday,Saturday,Sunday-HAd the leadership training thing..It was good but quite tiring towards the end.Church on Sunday and Games too..Ran with daddy for sometime..haha..actually didnt really run..walk.walk..run..run..walk..run.But it was a great time.

Donno how lar..this time round of exam..I couldnt really read and study properly for this time..
Monday-Sat for BM,BI,and Math..Then went home at 1 something..Ate my lunch and off to the stadium for the first day of training at 2.45..Started to really train only like 3 plus..Reached home at about 6.20 like that..At night,read some sej and memorized somemore moral..and SLoly,slowly,the words fade away..And fine,at 9.10,I went to sleep and set my alarm clock to sleep for 20 minutes..Then it rung,and i woke up and went back to sleep again..hahaa..Then,mummy came and woke me up after about 10 minutes...She said "go and sleep lar if you're really tired.Dont sleep,wake up,sleep,wake up.Go and sleep if you dont want to study anymore,or not,then go and study properly.."Haih,,quite true actually those words.so,got ready to sleep..And to SLEEP i went..to the bed...:D

Tuesday-sat for the 3 papers,Sejarah,Biology and Moral..JUst answered them lar...Then,came home and went to the stadium again at 3.00.Was a lil late for training..Came home at 5.55..
At night,studied some Chemistry and looked through some Add Math questions..And by the time 9.00 came,I was feeling SOo SOOO sleepy..So,again i set the alarm clock to wake up in 20 minutes time..then,before it could even reach 10 minutes,mum again asked me to go and sleep properly...So,got up and finally got to bed at 9.40 or 9.50..Pretty early..But really lar..I couldnt stand it any longer..Its like i read and read but the words seem to become blurer and blurer..And slowly my mind donno go where and the words fade off..HOpe you all understand lar what i mean..

Wednesday-sat for CHEMISTRY,PHYSICS,and ADD MATH...Ohh MAn..all the 3 papers..Ok,ANyway,at last,I could come home!!!Ate lunch,slept for like 15 minutes only and then had to go to the stadium already..Was there from 3 till 5.30..Practice..practice..Then went to the pasar malam with mummy after sending some of the convent girls back..Ate dinner and here I am!!

Thursday-I will not be going to school..Got training..And anyway,the other students have Chinese papers..And i dont have any..By the way,Im still trying to improve in my Chinese..Much much more to go..

And for the days ahead,we shall see..What happens:DTill then,we shall meet!!!!MWHAHAHaaha
Ohh..MSSJ is next week..4-7 April..Will be missing the GOod Friday thing on friday and YF too again...haiyayahh...

ATTITUDES..

"In the past few months God has taught me the secret of being content in every situations,whether life brings tragedies-like what happened, or triumphs.
I believe with all my heart the secret is in our attitude.Life's circumstances don't improve by just being anxious or angry or even upset.But God calls us to rise above our circumstances,and that starts first with our attitudes."

Well,I read this sometime ago.From a book...And I find it very wowww...How true it is.Our attitudes really does matter on how we view things.Our perspective on situations.Our perception about certain things.On how we view ourselves,people and even life..
I find it also very true but yet very hard to really do it..The part where it says that life's circumstances don't improve by just being anxious or angry or even upset.Because frankly speaking,it is so very easy to be all so angry,upset and probably anxious when things don't happen the way I think it ought to be.

And even right now there are things that worries me..Sigh......I really need You.Yes,I do.Please remind me time and time again that You know much much more than I do..

CRab!!ohhh yeah!!!

ohhlalala...haha..I love crab.Just ate some of them..I dunno but although they seem quite tedious and troublesome to be peeled and eaten,I still just love eating them!!!At least for now:D
Anyway,besides that,here are some of the pictures taken during MSSD..

Before marshalling...Michelle,Soh,Me,Ween and Zi Yan..

Us with Miss Wong and Cik Ain..

YEah!!Tien and Me!

Some of the few Malay prefects..

ahah..Jem and Sze Hui..

Tien,Wan Jun and Xue Qi..This girl,Wan Jun,from STAB took the same events as me..hehehe..So,whenever,I went for my event,she was there too..for the 100m,200m,and 100m Hurdles..

RED,WHite,Red,White,Red..hahaa...wasnt on purpose..Just so happened..

Before the closing ceremony..

Same here too..

And this picture..hahhaaa..I find it very funny and cute...It was taken after the closing ceremony..you see,we took a same group picture just before this..but just that this time,Puan Tan,our principal,came in front and said that she would squat down with us too...Then,just as we were about to take the picture,she said oklar,ill do the hand thing also..and there,see it!!Convent's principal!!!kakaa...where on earth would you find a principal that does such a thing..
Sigh,I'm sure that im gonna miss all these moments..
Should i go for MSSJ??In a dilemma and still pondering upon it..Of course it would be nice to go..Anyway,its my last year and maybe i should go again..But then,sports is not about everything..I would have to miss school for like 2-3 weeks..and thats a lot of catching up to do.And it is my final year in school..Last year of studying in school.And then there is also the part of practicing,morning and afternoon,day after day,till the day of competition,and thats really tiring....So,to go or not to go??hmm..O God,help me in making my decision soon..What do you want??

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I was just looking at some pictures randomly..and this picture reminded me of something..Introducing to you,this aunty,at Miriam Home.Her name is MOlly.And she is apparently blind.Although,she's blind,she is very very cheerful.haha..She was singing and singing to me some of the christian songs she learnt when she was younger..woww..she can sing and she sings with joy!!!
And she continued telling me stories of her life when she could move freely..Of how things used to be..And one thing she told me is that FOllow JESUS..He is a very good God...MAn,her faith does inspire me in some way..

Actually,come to think about it,I wonder...HOw would it be if i was in her position??would i still be a faithful follower of Him???If ever my sight was taken away from me or the ones that I love were taken away or the things that I treasure is gone one day,would I still LOVE HIm??I really do hope that Ill be able to say Lord Jesus,I still LOve YOU!!!

Anyway,this is a picture of her..

And a picture of the carollers year 2007..Many are not here though..

Stop IT!!

COMPARE NOT.WIll you?!??!erghhh......
We are not the same and we were not even made to be!!!
Different...yes. WE ARE DIFFERENT.

it hurts when we are compared to other ppl..it certainly does..But,i've come to realized that i'm guilty of comparing ppl too..well,we are not perfect.But,we can change.I'm still learning.Everyday living by God's grace.Will you take the effort to change??Just a thought....

*Lord Jesus,thank you for accepting me for who I am.Thank you for not comparing..I really am grateful..Really.