24th-28th March has been a journey for me..There's this one week program,an 'exposure' to how a doctors life would be by JPA..And it's a compulsory thing for those who applied for MEdicine to go to the hospital for a week before going for the interview...
My interview is this Friday, 10am..
Going to the Kluang hospital everyday and being able to see things from another perspective was a good thing...We were given tags that said "Kad Pelatih Hospital Kluang"...Haha (We're not even Medical Students)
Anyway,I'm still UNCERTAIN of what's next..Whether I should really be a doctor or to do the other options that I have in mind...
I went in the Delivery Room one of the days..Too bad there weren't any deliveries happening....But,a nurse showed us a baby..And it was not any ordinary baby but a baby that is only 24 weeks old and is slowly dying away..It's kind of sad lar..Her parents decided not to continue with the pregnancy since her brain was not forming properly.
So,the doctor injected the mum with some stuff so that she would be able to deliver her.She was only 400gm and so TINY (20 cm long) ! And,her heart was still BEATING..Slowly fading away... Fingers and toes all fully formed,just that her skull and brain were not formed fully.Looked so delicate and fragile..
The nurse said that they were just waiting for her heartbeat to slowly stop and then they will wrap her up and hand her to her family.
If I was in the parents' situation,what would I have done?Would I have continued with the child's abortion since the ultra scan showed that her brain wasn't forming properly and my child might end up being a disabled? I donno man...I really don't know...
Sad isn't it?
Friday, March 28, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
SPM results..
To whom it may concern,
Mummy and DAddy,thank you for supporting me in the midst of everything.Thanks mum for rushing to cook for me meals so that I wouldn't be late for the next paper of SPM and for sending me to and fro from school.
Daddy,thanks so MUCh for assuring me that things will turn out fine when I felt as though everything was such a mess and for waking up early in the morning to send me to school!
Jem,my fellow and dear roommate,thank you so very very much for being silent when I needed to study in silence...It was very nice of you for being so considerate.....ya,you know rite,I do treasure silence a lot especially when SPM was nearing. .THANK YOU so Much Jemmie!!!ohhh..And also for sacrificing your longing of wanting to go shopping the other time so that you wouldn't tempt me while I was in the midst of examinations..I do appreciate that a lot!!
Jie Eunice,Ly and Jo,my 3 older sisters...Though you girls were and are in Singapore,I thank you for always encouraging me!And also for being very considerate too by not making too much noise and fun when you came back home.And also for so many other things...Thank you JIe JIe's!!!
My dear school and classmates, my time in school would have not been the same without you GIRLS!!!I do miss sitting in class and spending time with you girls 5 days a week...As we go our separate ways,do take care of yourselves ya..
Teachers,I do not know if any of you would ever come across my blog and read this....If you do,that's great =) But I have to say that I do appreciate you all!!Keep on teaching and educating with LOVE!
and to you all Yf-ers....I thank you all for praying for us,the Spm-ers when we were taking our papers =)
To those I have missed writing down,I THANK YOU all too!!!
Each and everyone of you has played a role in my life!!!I THANK YOU all!!!!!!!!!!
AND the ONE that I so want to thank is GOD!!!You have sustained me through it all and I am in awe of the way you've brought me through all the busy-ness and stress,the ups and downs,to this very day.I am ever grateful!!
Yours Sincerely,
Priscilla T. S. F.
Mummy and DAddy,thank you for supporting me in the midst of everything.Thanks mum for rushing to cook for me meals so that I wouldn't be late for the next paper of SPM and for sending me to and fro from school.
Daddy,thanks so MUCh for assuring me that things will turn out fine when I felt as though everything was such a mess and for waking up early in the morning to send me to school!
Jem,my fellow and dear roommate,thank you so very very much for being silent when I needed to study in silence...It was very nice of you for being so considerate.....ya,you know rite,I do treasure silence a lot especially when SPM was nearing. .THANK YOU so Much Jemmie!!!ohhh..And also for sacrificing your longing of wanting to go shopping the other time so that you wouldn't tempt me while I was in the midst of examinations..I do appreciate that a lot!!
Jie Eunice,Ly and Jo,my 3 older sisters...Though you girls were and are in Singapore,I thank you for always encouraging me!And also for being very considerate too by not making too much noise and fun when you came back home.And also for so many other things...Thank you JIe JIe's!!!
My dear school and classmates, my time in school would have not been the same without you GIRLS!!!I do miss sitting in class and spending time with you girls 5 days a week...As we go our separate ways,do take care of yourselves ya..
Teachers,I do not know if any of you would ever come across my blog and read this....If you do,that's great =) But I have to say that I do appreciate you all!!Keep on teaching and educating with LOVE!
and to you all Yf-ers....I thank you all for praying for us,the Spm-ers when we were taking our papers =)
To those I have missed writing down,I THANK YOU all too!!!
Each and everyone of you has played a role in my life!!!I THANK YOU all!!!!!!!!!!
AND the ONE that I so want to thank is GOD!!!You have sustained me through it all and I am in awe of the way you've brought me through all the busy-ness and stress,the ups and downs,to this very day.I am ever grateful!!
Yours Sincerely,
Priscilla T. S. F.
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